When Did Auriga Become A Nickname And Who Is He Really

Nickname make me laugh
I chuckled everytime I call you with
I can believe that I gave you weirdos nickname

I call him Auriga 
It means He-Goat
I adopt it from constellation of mine
It takes time to fit in

He doesn't have funny beard
But he has a moustache
And believe me he had a horn

He liked to roam around all along the coast
Exploring myth places was what he liked the most
Tip toe from room to room, searching for pegasus
Writing all phrases alone, become a sadly paragraph

If you ask me to describe him more,
I can't possibly pouring my thoughts into words
And turn him into a magnificence poetry

More than 1.000.000 words in English 
Yet no one capatible to make a sentence of his.
None of them are capatible of showing his emotions
Nor me can't understand it all.

He communicate with his poem
He turned all the impossibility to possible things
So everyone can see his world

Reality is cruel
Not everyone can see it through their eyes
I'm still trying,
Trying to fill in blanks with emotions.

-pixyholly

P.S kenapa dikasih nama samaran? Karena Mr. A punya banyak fans anarkis;(( It's our little secret okay mister.

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Kamu pun mencaci sore
Seolah,
Romannya hanya membuatmu iri
Kenapa harus barat
Katamu

Aku tidak tahu
Aku hanya ciptaanNya
Aku sama dengan kamu
Bersama,
Mengalir di takdirNya

Aku mendengarmu
Menghujatku dengan puisimu
Jujur dan terasa indah
Setiap katanya tidak ada yang melukaiku
Yang kudengar
Hanya isak tangismu sisa semalam
Maaf aku tidak disana

Kamu bertingkah seolah tertutup
Padahal kamu selalu membiarkanku
Menyelinap melewati tirai hatimu
Mendekapmu hangat
Dan menghapus air matamu

Di pagi kamu terbangun
Pahamilah
Hidupku bukan cuma milikku
Hidupmu juga

Hingga nanti ketika
Kita, menjadi 'kita' yang utuh
Yang tidak lagi menyalahkan bumi
Yang tidak lagi mengha;angi angin

Maka, sore akan membeku
Menyisakan kamu bernyanyi bahagia
Bersyukur akan semesta


-Auriga

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Let Me Go

Let me go

Let me hurting my self

There is nothing left to say

Because it hurts to

Cries out in pain.

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Night Thought

     10.00 pm

 I can not bring myself to understand, why I could not get rid the butterflies -it is not just only butterflies, but a tons of animals- that you used to make me feel.

 I have no clue on how i should and should not do on you. You are too blurry, it just like the closer you are, the harder it will be to see. 

 Just like in traffic jam, waiting for the green come, and its gone wrong, i am trapped in a moment where all i can do is stare until the scene back to normal,

     but, you never know when the end will come.  


-pixyholly

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Summer Triangle

Malam ini rasi bintang segitiga muncul berkilauan ditengah gelapnya malam,

Ada sebuah bintang paling terang diantara ketiganya,

Altair,

Bintang dari rasi Aquila,

Menjadi sesosok elang berwujud penggembala sapi paling kuat yang mampu
melindungi mereka yang ia cintai,

Altair mencintai si wanita penenun dari rasi Lyra, Vega namanya,

 Juga ada satu orang lagi yang selalu bersamanya, berasal dari konstelasi Cygnus, dialah Deneb,

Wanita anggun sama seperti Vega yang cerdas,

Lalu apa hubungannya dengan Summer Triangle?

Ternyata konstelasi itu merupakan sebuah cerita cinta segitiga,

Altair mencintai Vega, harus bersyukur karena cintanya terbalaskan,

Sedangkan si angsa malang, Deneb, nasibnya kurang beruntung, cintanya bertepuk sebelah tangan,

Perihnya lagi ia tak dapat pergi dari keduanya, karena semesta telah mengatur sedemikian rupa dalam ikatan Summer Triangle,

Semesta tak sekejam itu pada Deneb, dengan memberikan satu permohonan, dirasa dapat mengurangi kesedihan dalam hatinya,

Pisahkan Altair dengan Vega, itulah isi permohonannya,

Jahat memang, tetapi siapa yang tak menduga bahwa akal sehat akan tertutup kalau sudah menyangkut tentang cinta,

Untuk menepati janji, semesta mengabulkan permohonannya, dengan satu syarat, Altair dan Vega akan dipertemukan beberapa tahun sekali pada malam yang paling gelap,

Permohonan itu membangunkan Deneb dari mimpinya, bahwa ketika Altair dan Vega menjauh, ia tetap tak bisa menggapai Altair,

Cinta Altair terhadap Vega sangat besar,

Siang berganti malam, hari berganti minggu, bulan hingga tahun,

Ketika dua insan itu kembali bersua dan melepas rindu,

Turunlah hujan mewakili kesedihan Deneb.

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Hanya Saja Jangan Rindu

Jangan ambil rindu dari diriku
Selain kepedihan yang kau tinggalkan
Hanya rindu yang membuatku mengenang
Kau yang tak aku tau ada dimana

Jangan kau bunuh rindu
Itu sama saja
Merebut paksa oksigen untukku bernapas
Sakit, terasa seperti dikuliti

Hancurkan saja yang lain selain rindu
Buang saja yang lain sisakan sendu

Kau boleh tinggalkan cintaku
Kau boleh bakar bahagiaku
Kau boleh renggut mimpiku

Aku tak mengapa
Hanya saja jangan rindu.

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I Wanna Write You A Poem

I wanna write you a poem
A beautiful poem like your soul
With a tons pain feeling inside it
That you gave to me when you are gone

I wanna write you a poem
One to make your heart remember of me
Everything we used to be together
When you are mine and I am yours

I wanna write you a poem
Cause I can't write you a song
Nor sing it for you
So you can listen to my voice anytime I'm gone

I wanna write you a poem
Cause I can't say goodbye to you
Because you are already dissapeared
Hiding to a place I can't find

Everything about you
I just wanna write you a poem
Because I can't say it to you
But my finger can talk to you

.zs.

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Big Dipper

Someday, 
I'll find a boy who loves astronomy more than anything in the world
And he would tell me the reasons of it

He met me with Altair first
And then he spoke to me
If I'm like the one of his favorite constellation

Another night he showing me
And here we are
Take the blanket out and sit under with the universe our theatre

Ladies and Gentlemen welcome to our show, please meet Big Dipper, my favorite constellation of mine!

I saw it clearly
It shines brightly
And all I know on this night,
Is that I want to slide down the handle of the Big Dipper with you

"You..." he said
"Like a Big Dipper to me
 Your eyes shine brighter than sun, your smile the beauty of your face, your inner glow that shames this night show, and make the stars jealousy"

"You're my Big Dipper, and always be the star I love the most"

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